o.O Yes I'm still alive if anyone cares o.o and it's my bday tomorrow >.< not exactly ok with it being uh this date since bad stuff happened, yeah...  turning 17 (is old now) yes ^_~ I guess.

Anyway o.o well sorry for being dead for so long, school started this Tuesday and I've been packed with homework workload >.< AP Stats, AP Physics, AP Spanish, AP Calculus BC, AP Economics/Government, AP English.  Yes FUN!!! *dies*  So drawing will now be on hiatus >.< aiya... though before school started I was drawing profiles of my main characters.  Probably will put it up someday when I feel ready to show it.  Though you can see two of them with one of the collabs I did with Kitten-chan.  >.< See ya again maybe in a month hopefully if I find time to draw a bday gift for my friend.

Well the Azu picture is finally up >.<; hope sis likes it... *is sick of shading cause of it*  Just realized I would rather draw tons of linearts then shade >.<; *sighs*

I feel so icky today >.< I hate this warm weather, so hard to fall asleep last night... cause it was too HOT >.<; then on Friday b/f will be going to Japan *sighs* >.<; envious and sad by that since I'll be feeling lonely since all I'll have pretty much is my SAT book to comfort me ^_~; eww... *dies*

Well next picture that's ^_~ on my mental list is now a picture of Alphonse and a kitty for my friend Urdie-san >.<; *hopes it won't be too hard*  And I'm getting close to being sick of seeing my work so much in gray >.<; this happens whenever I go through a ton of shading and I do it when I'm feeling icky (especially since it took about 3 days to get the shading done since I got too lazy to do it)  But I don't have enough experience in using colorpencils (that I don't want to ruin my picture) and my computer is quite low in ram to CG using photoshop (RAM EATER - I hate LAG!!!) >.<; I'll think about it I guess...

Let's see o.O finally put up this picture (though it's already on my site).  I have like two mangas right now going through my head o.O well I think she's gonna be in the shoujo one, while the other manga will be a shounen one cause there's gonna be action and fighting (yay!).  Let's hope I make the mangas someday ^_^; LOL

Hehe so happy I finally got Hiwatari finished and uploaded, along with the Giftart.  I had a pretty bad handcramp cleaning up the lineart ^_~  Though the handcramp was trivial compared to the handcramps I get from doing Oekakis ^_~;  I wonder if I should CG the picture in color someday.  I'll shade the actual picture to give it to Jenn o.O since Sis seems to like my shading more than my attempted black and white manga look ^_~ oh well you can't please everyone.

Dad asked me if I wanted to go driving again and I was like my right leg hurts ^_~ and I don't want to drive if I'm not sure if I can control the pedals if my calf muscle acts up again.  I think I blocked weird or something during the sparring match at my Kenpo class.  So late last night I could not walk well at all >.< still sore now a bit this morning but it doesn't feel as painful in comparison to last night.  Oh well, back to studying for SAT fun ^_~

Today is the day I had to practice driving >.<; cause I suck... *coughs* at least I got to choose to do it today instead of random spur of the moment parents.  Though dad was like worried since I was like sleepy when I woke up ^_~; *sleeps late* and he's like "you know there are drivers out there that just woke up, and you're aren't good either" but I pretty much said it conflicted with my usual plans of studying ^_~; so off I went with mom, we drove around the park place, I somehow got better at turning o.O; then after about 3 times around instead of 5+ like a week ago, we then drove to my uncle's house to pick up something o.o;; boy was I like nervous.  I better be careful next time I go by those school crossings ^_~; cause sometimes mom's like just go since no one's around and other times it's like slow down.  *is bad* >.<; and I seem to hate ppl that don't signal what they're doing all of a sudden.  So I pretty much have to learn to be even more cautious.  I seem to have survived and not get in a car accident or get my legs sheared off as the result ^_~; *coughs* Sis likes to scare me... though she's one of those aggressive drivers on the road anyway...  Anyone have a scary car experience?  Though I'm betting no one really reads this... oh well >.<; *talks to herself*  Back to studying SAT and Vocab, then time on Hiwatari yay! Since final lineart is done so CG time after I clean it up.

^_~ So boring… studying for SAT to get into a good college ... Anyway, sticking in drawing time for Hiwatari from DNAngel, working on the final lineart, then I'll clean it up and CG it black and white for a more manga look *thinks it might be interesting*.  I'll put up on here soon whenever I finish.  Uploading so many pictures at once can really take a lot out of you >.<; well especially since it was 1 in the morning when I did it lol.

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Gosh stupid stalkers won't stop bothering me somehow.  Can't a tagboard on my site be left alone for regular comments and not sick related stuff from stupid perverts.  Jeezes and can't leave me or my sis alone either you stupid Johnson.  Should have kicked you back at AX you sick perverted porn freak.  Stupid Matthew, leave my b/f alone you ass you just want us to break up so badly.  Just because we were childhood friends doesn't mean I will or every will like you, especially since I hate all porn freaks like you.
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